alright. i’m not going to try to transfer to cal in one year.
but it’s not because everyone says i’m rushing it. this is a normal pace for me. if i could have it my way, i’d do it all in a year and move on. i keep hoping that excelling in whatever i do will make everyone see that i’m not just a child anymore, but that only makes me a “smart child,” and still incapable of rational thought because i am not yet fully mature. i’ll accept that i’m not physically and mentally mature yet, but that doesn’t mean that something magical happens once i turn 18 and i suddenly think rationally and intelligently. like i said a while back, i shouldn’t have to wait until i’m 18 in order to be alive.
anyway—apparently, they weigh heavily on me having completed my major prereqs by the end of fall, and i’ll only have one done by then, so that’s out.
it’s okay though. pipe dreams. at least i’ll have more time to build up my application.
